corvette

Don't it blow your mind?
Don't it blow your mind like the first time?

Circle the voices in a crowded room
Plays in my head so out of time
Kill me with kindness never enough I find

Don't it blow your mind?
Don't it blow your mind again?
Don't it blow your mind for the third time?

The dream is never over
The dream is never over

Envision a future still in back and white
Colors of youth run into gold
Blue is for sorrow, red is for sadder light

Don't it blow your mind?
Don't it blow your mind again?
Don't it blow your mind for the third time?

The dream is never over
The dream is never over
The dream is never over
The dream is never over

There's a part of you here, part of you everywhere
Looking around all that I see
Buildings and cars, modern technology

Don't it blow your mind?
Don't it blow your mind again?
Don't it blow your mind for the third time?

The dream is never over
The dream is never over
The dream is never over
The dream is never over

someone to fall back on

I'll never be
A knight in armor
With a sword in hand,
Or a kamikaze fighter;
Dont count on me
To storm the barricades
And take a stand,
Or hold my ground;
Youll never see
Any scars or wounds -
I dont walk on coals,
I wont walk on water:
I am no prince,
I am no saint,
I am not anyones wildest dream,
But I will stand behind
And be someone to fall back on.

Some comedy -
Youre bruised and beaten down
And Im the one
Whos looking for a favor.
Still, honestly,
You dont believe me
But the things I have
Are the things you need.
You look at me
Like I dont make sense,
Like a waste of time,
Like it serves no purpose -
I am no prince,
I am no saint,
And if thats what you believe you need,
Youre wrong - you dont need much,
You need someone to fall back on...

And Ill be that:
Ill take your side.
If Im the only one,
Im used to that.
Ive been alone,
Id rather be
The half of us,
The least of you,
The best of me.
And I will be
i'll be Your prince,
Ill be your saint,
I will go crashing through fences
In your name. I will, I swear -
Ill be someone to fall back on!
Ill be the one who waits,
And for as long as youll let me,
I will be the one you need.
Ill be someone to fall back on
ill be someone to fall back on
one to fall back on...

everything i own

suka bgt sama lagu ini,,,,

You sheltered me from harm
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, set me free
The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you
And...


I would give anything I own
Give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again

You taught me how to love
What it's of, what it's of
You never said too much
But still you showed the way
And I knew from watching you
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that can't let go
And...

fall again

Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven’t left you alone
There’s something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I’m looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

Ohhhh (etc.)

We fought in a battle, nobody one
And now we face a mountain to be overcome
You can’t turn away, the past is said and done
I need us to carry on

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

la la la la la, whoa (etc.)

You’ll try everything you never thought would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you’re here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you’re always there in my dreams

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

Ohh, la la la (etc.)

You again

bedehhh

fiuhhhh

akhirnyaaaa gw ga harus capek2 mikirin orang laen
ga harus melakukan kesalahan terus2an (sekalipun maksud baik)
ga harus merasa bersalah
dan serba salah,,,karena takut melakukan kesalahan,,,

sekarang gw bebas mau ngapain,,jungkir balik,,koproll,,backroll,,kayang sekalipun,,,
ahahahahhahahahaha
daripada makan ati mulu ahhh,,,,

lo lo gw gw deh,,,,
hihihihihihihi

skarang mah pikirin kerjaan sama daftar s2 aja,,,
deg2an ahahahahhahahaha

sahabat kuuuu

kata pertama ialah "ehh kamu cantik"
"prettt gombal" pikir ku,,,
tapi saat itu aku hanya tersenyum,,,,

manusia ini,,,,maksud saya pria ini :P
di orang yang sangat menyenangkan,,,,
awalnya saya kira dia belum punya pasangan,,,
dan saya pikir "boleh juga nih di gebet"
ehh ternyata dia sudah memiliki kekasih yang baik sekali,,,
dan saya memanggilnya bunda,,,

pria ini selalu membuat ku tersenyum,,,
bahkan bisa d ajak menggila bareng,,,
dan saat sedih pun hanya dia yang mendengarkan ku menangis hingga teriak2,,,
maaf yaaa,,bukan lebay tp emang lg sedih :D
dan maaf kalo suka bikin bunda cemburu :D

kadang saya berpikir betapa enaknya apabila saya mempunyai seorang kakak seperti anda,,,
tapi apa boleh buat dia hanya sebagai sahabat terbaik saya,,,,

kadang perkataanya begitu manis,,memberikan semangat,,,
membuat bahagia,,,tertawa,,,
tetapi terkadang perkataannya begitu menyakitkan,,,menusuk,,menangis,,,
tapi itu adalah kejujuran,,
tanpa suatu kebohongan sedikitpun,,,
walau terkadang saya ingin sekali melempar dia dengan sepatu karena kejujurannya itu,,,
hehehehhe

dia adalah seorang yang dapat mengerti saya,,,
layaknya seorang kakak,,,
banyak nasihat dari nya,,,
dan terkadang juga banyak kedodolan dari dia,,,
hahahahaha
tetapi dia tetap sahabat terbaik untuk ku,,,,

dia adalah dia,,sahabat ku,,,,
tak terasa persahabatan ini sudah terjalin lebih dari 1 tahun :)

dan kami sama2 berjalan kedepan menuju suatu kesuksesan,,,
saling mendampingi layaknya sabat,,,
saling mendengarkan(walo kayanya lebih banyak gw yg curhat)
saling memberi semangat,,,,

dan pernah suatu hari kami membicarakan perjodohan untuk anak kami,,,
ahahaha dodol,,,,becanda nya beginian,,,
bagaimana pun buruknya saya,,,anda tidak pernah protes,,,
dan hanya mengingatkan,,,,

terimakasih tuhan karena engkau memberiku seorang sahabat,,, :)
bunda chie dan wiend,,,,

berusaha

hidup ini memang penuh usaha nya,,,

tapi kali ini saya sudah berusaha untuk tidak peduli dengan perasaan saya,,,,
dengan semua kesakitan saya,,,,
saya berusaha untuk tersenyum dan bahagia kok,,,,
kalo saya mengikuti perasaan saya,,,
smuanya hanya akan menjadi sakitttt,,,,
ketakutan yang datang setiap kali teringat hal tersebut,,,apa ini trauma???
saya gtw,,apapun itu saya harus bisa melewatinya,,,,
walau setiap malam saya terus menangis,,,,
dan setiap malam saya ketakutan,,,,,
tapi saya ga peduli,,,,
saya ga boleh peduli dengan perasaan saya,,,,

saya harus berusaha untuk hidup saya,,,
masa depan saya,,,,
kebahagiaan saya,,,,
walau saya nantinya seperti dulu lagi "ga punya hati",,,
tapi mungkin itu adalah saya,,,
semakin saya mengikuti hati saya,,,semakin jauhh penderitaan sayaa,,,
dan saya berusaha tidak akan pernah menangis lagi,,,
cukuplah penderitaan saya dan kesakitan saya selama 2 bulan terakhir ini,,,
sekarang saya sudah berusaha cukup kuat untuk merelakan,,,,menghadapi kenyataan,,,dan cukup untuk berdiri sendiri,,,,

dan masih banyak d luar sana orang2 yang menyayangi saya,,,
dan mau menerima saya apa adanya tanpa syarat apapun,,,
tanpa harus mengorbankan apapun,,,
tanpa tersakiti hati ini,,,,
walau mungkin semuanya akan menjadi hal yang biasa saja,,,
datarrr,,tak berwarna,,,,

seandainya terjadi apapun,,,,
setidaknya saya berusaha untuk mengatakan,,,
bahwa saya siap untuk ditinggalkan,,,atau mendapatkan hal terburuk sekalipun,,,,
saya harus siap dengan kenyataan yang terburuk,,,,

cinta dan benci

bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga

tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu

reff:
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa

apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi

tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu

repeat reff

woo ooo ku sakit karenamu

sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci

sungguh aku tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci ooo
cinta dan benci ooo yang ku rasa

speeding cars

Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don't feed me violins
just run with me through rows of speeding cars.
The papercuts the cheating lovers
The coffee's never strong enough
i know you think it's more than just bad luck

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now darling
oh don't lose your head
cause none of us were angels
and you know I love you yeah

Sleeping pills know sleeping dogs lie
never far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
I've watched you slowly winding down for years
You can't keep on like this...
now's a bad a time as any

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up
Now now darling
oh don't kill yourself
cause none of us were angels
and you know I love you yeah

it's ok by me..

it's ok by me..

it's ok by me..it was a long time ago


it's ok by me..

it's ok by me..

it's ok by me..it was a long time ago

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up
Now now darling
oh don't lose your head
cause none of us were angels
and you know I love you yeah

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up
Now now darling
oh don't kill yourself
cause none of us were angels
and you know I love you yeah

without you

bucket full of tears
bb know im here
im here waiting

just close ur precious eyes
and just realize
im still fighting

for you to be with me
sit under this tree
and we can watch the sunrise

wake up feel the air that im breathin
i cant explain this feeling that im feelin
i wont go another day without you
hold on i promise its gets brighter
when it rains i’ll hold you even tighterr
i wont go another day without you

i know ur feelin down
like no ones around
but baby ur wrong

just get rid of the fear
promise that im here
i’ll never be gone

so baby come with me
we can fly away and we can see the
stars shine

and baby you can be my love

this is me tonight
no more games and no more lies
and i know its right
cuz of the way you look into my eyes
and when i hold you tight
the worries dissapear im glad ur in my life

hemmm

pelajaran paling sulit adalah bersabar,,,,
susah banget kayanya buat sabar,,,,
tapi emang sebagai manusia harus bisa terus sabar,,,
mau ampe sakit hati,,mau ampe nangis2 juga tetep aja harus sabar,,,,
ujian di tahun2 sekarang adalah ujian kesabaran,,,,
hufthhhh,,,smangat,,,,

hayo eciii smangattt,,,sabar yaaa,,,,,
harus bisaaaa,,,,,
survive lahhh,,,kaya dulu,,,
belajar buat semangatin diri sendiri,,,

balik lagi ke blog,,twitter,,dan kegiatan online lainnya,,,,
cari kesenangan ciiii,,,,
mareeeee nontonnn,,,jalannn,,,,blanjaaa,,,,
biar ga stressssssss,,,,,
sabar eciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,,,,,

impossible,,,

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

i'd come for you ,,,,,,,

Just One more moment, that's all that's needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it

I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing
My mind was closing, now I'm believing
I finally know just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now this I vow

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you

Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you

NEED YOU NOW lady antebellum

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

hey hey hey

wuidihhhhh saya udah lama ga posting nihhhh,,,,

hemmmm

PENGUMUMAN
1. saya akhirnya udah lulus pas bgt tanggal 1 Oktober dan wisuda tanggal 30 Oktober,,,
2. saya akhirnya dapet gelar SE ,,,,ahahaha perjuangan ga gampang sobbbb,,,,
3. saya akhirnya liburan k kuching selama 2 minggu jenguk pacar,,,,
4. saya jadi pengangguran,,hahahahahhaha soalnya belom dapet kerja,,,

hahahahahahahhahahahha

dan yg terakhir

SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL ADHA

hehehehehehehehhe
met makan sate dehhh

i wanna

I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It’s me for you
Tonight you can’t imagine that I’m by your side
Cuz it’s never gonna be the truth
Too far for you

But can you hear me say?
Don’t throw me away
And there’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Take everything that I know you’ll break
And I give my life away
So far for you
But can you hear me say
Don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Tonight I’m weak
It’s just another day without you
That I can’t sleep
I gave the world away for you to
Hear me say
Don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

All I wanna do is touch you
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but I all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
(x2)

karma,,,

yup aku tau sekarang apa itu karma,,,

sekarang aku ngerasain apa yang mungkin kamu rasain dulu,,,

aku gtw gimana sakitnya kamu saat itu,,,

tapi sekarang aku ngerti bgt,,,
sikap aku yang ga baik,,,
kini berbalik pada diri sendiri,,,
makasih,,,
udah bikin aku sadar,,,
bahwa karma itu ada,,,
aku gtw segimana kamu dulu sakitnya,,dan sekarang aku bener2 rasain kok,,,
seperti cerita kamu dulu ke aku,,,

makasih udah bikin aku jadi belajar,,,
belajar jadi orang yang lebih baik,,,
dan mengerti betapa sakitnya kamu dulu,,
maaf ya,,,

be my wife

Damn why it's so hard to say
Secret feelings locked away
Heaven knows I've always felt so much
For you

I'm not that romantic
Even worse I'm sarcastic sometimes
And now it's time I tell you this
What's always been my only wish

Reff :
Eventhough I'm no spiderman or superman
I'll be the one who guards you
Night and day and trust me
I don't need no spiderweb or laser eyes
Cause you're giving me
The strength to say
Share you life and be my wife

Damn why so hard for me to say
Secret feelings locked away
Heaven knows I've always felt this much
For you
I'm not that romantic
Even worse I'm sarcastic sometimes

And now it's time I tell you this
What's always been my one
and only wish

Bridge :
Can't believe what I heard
It's so beautiful filled in my soul
Please tell me that I'm not dreamin
Will you be my wife... Baby...

suka bgt sama lagu ini,,,

bikin terbang jadinya,,,

seneng dengernya,,,

if someday u can sing it to me,,,

tertawalah ECI

ayo eci tertawalah,,,
itu yang kamu butuh kan,,,
seberat apapun cobaannya,,,
berusahalah untuk tertawa,,,
allah ga akan pernah ngasih cobaan di luar kemampuan umatnya,,,
kamu harus mampu,,,
dewasalah eci,,,
inget temen kamu pernah bilang,,,
jadilah dewasa,,,
dewasa berarti bertanggung jawab,,,
walau dulu sikap kamu ga pernah bertanggung jawab coba perbaiki itu sekarang,,,
sedikit-demi sedikit,,,
ketika kamu jatoh,,ayo terus berusaha untuk berdiri,,
ketika kamu goyah,,cobalah untuk bertahan,,,
ketika kamu sakit,,,
cobalah untuk sembuhkan lukamu sendiri,,,
hanya diri sendiri yang dapat sembuhkan luka,,
seberapa besar kamu mencoba untuk bertahan pasti sebesar itu pula cobaan akan datang terus menerus,,,
eci,,,kuat lah,,,jadilah orang yang paling kuat,,,
jika harus menangis,,menangislah,,,
tanpa harus ada orang yang tahu,,,
cukup lah ahanya kamu dan allah,,,
eci,,jangan lah pernah kamu lupa untuk bersyukur atas apa yang diberikan NYA untuk mu,,,
atas segala nikmat yang IA berikan,,,
dengan bersyukur maka allah akan melipatkan rezeki nya kepada mu,,,
eci,,,tertawalah sepeti dahulu,,,
jadilah eci yang ga pernah bersedih berlarut-larut,,,
jadilah eci yang selalu kuat,,,
jadilah eci yang periang,,,
janganlah kau menjadi rapuh,,,,
eci,,,terbanglah sesuka hatimu,,,
sehingga kau nyaman dengan keadaan ini,,,
buanglah semua masalah,penat dan susah mu itu,,,
jadilah orang yang baru,,yang lebih baik,,,
setiap manusia harus terus menjadi lebih baik lagi,,,
janganlah untuk menjadi rapuh kembali,,,
cukuplah untuk menjadi rapuh,,,
cukuplah untuk bersedih dan menangis,,,
kembalilah kepada dirimu,,,
tersenyumlah eci,,,
tertawalah eci,,,
ga harus ada yang kamu takuti lagi,,,
buang semua rasa takutmu,,,
semangat ya eci,,untuk dapat kembali tertawa,,,

bosan

duhhh bosen bgt deh ahhh,,,
mulai muak nih gw,,,
kegiatannya itu itu mulu,,,
ayo lahh pengen cepet beres juga,,
tapi ya allah sempet ga ya aku daftar,,,
harus sempet sihhh,,,
kalo ga tar saya d gantung juga nih,,,

bosen bosen,,,